I don’t understand how people can acknowledge your big heart and still continue to hurt you. They see how compassionate and generous you are, then use that to their advantage. … Continue reading My damaged soul aches..
I enjoy helping people and being the support system they need, but sometimes it’s draining. It is exhausting trying to uplift people meanwhile I’m falling apart. I neglect my own … Continue reading Hello? Is anyone there?
I want to be fine. I try too hard to block myself from my emotions, but some days are just harder than others. A part of me is proud of … Continue reading Man of my dreams
I had no desire to write until I reconnected with Mars. He inspires me. He keeps me honest and open. He’s actually the reason I share my thoughts on a blog.I tried for the past 6 months to convince myself I didn’t care and I was over him, but as soon as I saw him… I started beaming light . My heart was so full. He just feels like home. He tells me that when I’m around he feels at peace and I can truly relate. We were surrounded by dozens of people, but I only saw him. I only felt him. My eyes were locked in his and our energies just merged. I truly feel as though I enter a parallel universe when I’m with him, and that hasn’t changed since the first conversation we had back in 2015. It wasn’t love at first sight, but I knew he was meant to be in my life the moment we saw each other and our paths crossed.
Now that I’m back in Jacksonville, I feel empty. I feel like a part of me was left in Tampa. I try to find a sliver of what we had but no one compares. And regardless of the distance or the amount of time we go without talking, he’s always the one. He called me to tell me he missed me and that he was going to work on a way to get me back to Tampa permanently.
His voice brings comfort.
The weather the past two days has been affecting my mood. The rainstorms and gloomy sky has me feeling down. The thing I hate about depression is some days I … Continue reading
I’m just struggling to find the words to capture what I’m experiencing right now. I feel weighed down by the struggles of life and the only thing on my mind … Continue reading
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“The real voyage of discovery consists not in seeking new landscapes but in having new eyes.” – Marcel Proust Every day, I…
Does the emptiness ever go away?I have tried everything to fill the void I fill within myself; substances, people…nothing helps. The pills worked temporarily and it made me feel so … Continue reading Does it?