The weather the past two days has been affecting my mood. The rainstorms and gloomy sky has me feeling down. The thing I hate about depression is some days I feel so hopeless and sad for absolutely no reason. I have cried so many times today; I feel stupid, hopeless, worthless. I feel like I live in a fantasy world. I keep telling myself things will be this way but it never ends up how I want it to. there’s only one thing I want out of life and I feel as though I’ll never get it; my heart breaks at the thought.