I’m drained. I love so hard and every ounce of my love has been wasted. I am so sick and tired of giving my all to someone just to have nothing to show for it. Just to get nothing in return. To be tossed aside like I’m nothing and never mattered. Why do people lead others on? What satisfaction do you get out of using people? You truly have to be heartless. Deep down I know it’s not me, but I still somehow feel as though I’m not good enough. That I don’t deserve to feel genuine and pure feelings from another. I don’t want to try anymore. I can’t take it.
He’s breaking my heart meanwhile, I break the heart of others because I’m too damaged to give anyone else a chance.