I love being at my safe haven. To stare up at the stars as the waves rustle in the background. I can really be at peace and think whole heartedly when I’m here. Such as, why do I continue to allow guys into my life knowing they have no intention of staying. Why do I allow for myself to be mistreated and disrespected? I allow men to treat me poorly yet I expect to be treated like a queen. Maybe a part of me feels as though this is what I deserve ? I have hope and faith invested in the wrong things.